Hi all,
So Nutrisystem was a bust. Mom and I are on our third week or weight watchers. We know it works, it has worked before and so far we are doing well. Weight loss is slow.....but it is a LOSS and not a gain! Im down 6.4lbs in two weeks. Wanna make it to 10 for the month but I gotta get rolling on working out. Gotta find that drive. I am all about eating right now and its easy. All the fruit you want for no points!! Since last time we talked a lot has happened. My beloved Grandma Keegan went home to be with God and her family in heaven. Im not gonna lie, I have been a mess. I miss her so much. I knew this would be a hard time for me but I didnt know that I'd be hurting this much. I see so many things that remind me of her and I just want to talk to her again. I took her for granted so much. I wish I would have been a better granddaughter. She is a big part of whats inspiring me to finally beat obesity. She always wanted me to be skinny and healthy. The other part inspiring me is to become a mom. I want to be a mom so bad. I am so mentally ready but I dont think if we did try to get pregnant right now that we would be successful plus I dont want to get so big that I am bedrest/preeclamptic/really unhealthy. I want to be a healthy and active mom. So I told Steven we cant start trying till I get healthy.......so here I am fighting for my right to be a mom! I just pray for the strength to keep going strong and stay focused on my dream! I also got a new job as a adjunct faculty member teaching a nursing class. I am very excited but sad I had to leave all the cool people I knew I Floyd, but I could work three places at a time and I wanna start working on my Master's degree. Steven started school. I think he is ok with it right now, I wont go out on a limb and say he likes it but he knows it is a means to an end. And he knows his wife wants him to do it, lol. I think that is it in the Gladwell household. Till next time!
Melisse
